During my first week as an NP, everything seemed difficult. The computer system was unfamiliar, the routine and forms also new and unfamiliar. I was a bit unsure of myself. The specifics of GI, a new territory, even with patients who had simple stuff like constipation, it just felt difficult.
Today, the first day of my second week, the routine is more familiar, the computer program do-able, the paperwork and forms are now not problematic. I am much more relaxed and able to interact with the patients in my normal way. I wrote my first order, woohoo! I get to see the patients first, then the physician gets my report and finishes up the plan. It is really nice when you tell the patient “I think the doctor will give you such and such drug/treatment”, and when he comes in, he says the same thing. Yes, validated! I guess I know something after all. There were a couple of times when he didn’t go in after me at all. Sweet.
Life is good. I have arrived. Still inexperienced in my new role, but I am feeling more comfortable. Everyone here is very nice, I couldn’t have found a better group of physicians to work with.
And, on a different subject, I went clothes shopping. I recently lost some weight on a low-carb diet. This is the only diet that has ever worked for me. My pants were getting a bit baggy, and besides, I deserve some new clothes. It’s been a long time! So, I go to the store and troll around looking for “professional clothes”, (and not in the “women’s” section this time) no more scrubs for me. I find some pretty tops and pants that looked good. I go to the fitting room with piles of stuff to try on, and….the best part is that I picked out some pants a size smaller than my usual, and lo and behold! They were too big, I had to go down another size! That has never happened before. And, they were long enough for a change (I am 5’9″). For once in my life, I came home smiling with bulging bags after a clothes-shopping trip. I take all of this as a good sign. 🙂